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Recs from January: fanfic, vids, short stories, poetry, novelettes, video essays, zines
Once again time for my monthly recs round-up! This month you will find:
9 mdzs/cql recs
2 nirvana in fire recs
5 svsss recs
1 tortall rec
1 word of honor rec
6 poetry/short story/novelette recs
1 youtube video essay rec
1 zine rec
MDZS/CQL
Rule the World, by remellow
- cql fanvid about wei wuxian as the yiling laozu, set to the Lorde song Everybody Wants to Rule the World
- incredible ominous vibes threaded through with the pain of everything that happens
- beautifully edited! I was hooked from the start
- 2:33 in length
- thanks to lookitmychicken for the rec!
Tucked inside the heart of every nice girl, by phnelt
- I've read this fic before but today I had call to reread it and it's still SO good
- t4t jzx/jyl!!!! always into this, in every permutation
- cql/mdzs modern au jin zixuan is a trans woman finding her gender euphoria in the midst of the work of being a woman under patriarchy, and jiang yanli, in watching her, realises just how much every aspect of being a woman has been a burden and not a joy for herself
- the relationship jyl has with gender here is so good and makes so much sense for the character!
- I love how careful jyl is to not ever stifle jzx's baby trans joy, even as jyl is struggling
- 4k words in length
Borne, by Cordial
- cql fic
- after wen qing's execution, she ends up sharing jiang cheng's body!
- they're both dealing with so MUCH at this point in the narrative, and they're so careful with each other now that they are tied together like this, and it's so gorgeous
- 3k words in length
All I Really Want, by trelkez
- a cql vid about Wei Wuxian & Wen Qing
- ahhhhhh I have SO MANY feels about them and this vid GETS them
- ouchy in the best way
- audio is solely the music
- no subtitles
- 4:41 in length
- thanks to lesbianwangyibo for the rec!
Reunion Dinner | 团圆饭, by vivisextion
- mdzs/cql, post-canon, jiang cheng realises jin ling has never tasted his mother's soup
- cue the epic quest to learn how to recreate it, and the things he learns along the way
- lovely fic about family and about food
- 4k words in length
- thanks to stultiloquentia for the rec!
The Other Mountain, by nirejseki
- omggg I tore through this fic SO fast and had SO much fun with it
- mdzs lan qiren/wen ruohan arranged marriage!
- I'm always here for fic that's like "okay this ship might sound ridiculous but WHAT IF --" and then comes up with genius ways to make it plausible
- there's fun character interactions and fascinating plot and it does interesting things exploring the situation between Qingheng-Jun and his wife, and I love how much lan qiren loves rules and has carefully considered what they mean wrt right behaviour
- I love this vision of lqr so much, and I love how FUNNY the interactions between lqr and wrh are, and how well these interpretations of the characters work with each other and play off each other in mutually beneficial ways!
- the fic started off a little slow but once I was into it I was INTO IT and read every word with relish
- completely delightful. do recommend.
- 287,000 words in length
Spilled Pearls, by nirejseki
- another mdzs lan qiren/wen ruohan canon divergence au! and also wen ruohan/nie dad at the same time
- this one follows lqr from when he's a young teen and it's very fun to see his changing perspectives on wrh over time
- I enjoyed it a great deal, and also it's fun to see what is and isn't the same between this fic and the others by the same author featuring these characters and ships
- and I just want MORE!
- 89k words in length
Tricks of the Trade, by nirejseki
- a reread, just as fun the second time as the first
- mdzs, jin guangyao/lan qiren!
- jgy coming up with schemes to get hugs from lqr and accidentally developing a relationship of mutual respect and care which changes the trajectory of jgy's life goals
- it's so delightful
- getting bits of lqr's perspectives on the whole course of events at the end, in the form of excerpts from his diary, is incredible for recontextualising what was happening from his pov
- 31k words in length
of all the gin joints in all the world, by bloodletter
- cql, jiang cheng/nie huaisang
- a post-canon fic, running into each other at an inn and Not Talking About Things
- a wonderful little interlude of finding space to have a bit of something fun
- because sometimes the opportunity to not talk about things, and not even think about things, is what you want the most!
- even though everything that happened IS still there. but you're with someone else who knows and understands and has seen you since before anything went bad.
- it's great
- 1k words in length
NIRVANA IN FIRE
Never knew a part of you / you didn't set in ink, by BromeliadDreams
- Nirvana in Fire fic about Cai Quan/Shen Zhui!!!!!! god I love these nerds
- Reading fic about their comfortable relationship with each other as they argue and work and engage in endless bureaucracy just filled me with enormous fondness for them both
- they should be a thriving ship in the fandom and it's a tragedy there's not more fic about them, but this one is GREAT.
- 3k words in length
our hands our hearts are empty, by egelantier
- NiF canon divergence fic where Jingyan is called back to the capital to an arranged marriage with a young maiden named Mei Changsu
- I love seeing what is and what is not different in the plans and in how the two of them relate to each other, in this changed context!
- some great cameos from other characters too
- what a fun and satisfying read!
- 10k words in length
SVSSS
Ignorance Leads to Bliss, by Tainaron
- An svsss qijiu canon divergence fic, about things that might have happened while lbh was still a very young disciple to change the course of events
- I love how small the things are that cause these changes, and that it's a small unthinking kindness from yqy to his own disciples that in a winding way leads to his own happiness
- as the author says, these two are freak4freak and I love it
- the desperation both of them feel about each other while being unable to talk about any of it!
- 11k words in length
petal and vine, by aibari
- an SVSSS bingqiu fanfic wherein sqq wakes up in his plant body with amnesia and makes a home in the small village nearby, blessing its crops
- lbh eventually comes through looking for his shizun, and sqq helps him
- trying to find the right words to describe the tone or flavour of a piece of writing can be so hard but imo that's one of the things this fic does best! it's got this like....distanced, fairy-tale, dreamy vibe that really drives home how disconnected sqq is from his life and his emotions here and it's so great
- (happy ending, of course!)
- 5k words in length
raised by winter winds, by nyoomerr
- this is a fic that really understands the fundamental problem with original sqq, which is that the child abuse is real but so is the tragic backstory. he contains multitudes! one feels complex and conflicting things about him!
- ok so the fic is a canon divergence fic where shen yuan is transmigrated in early as a disciple of og!sqq, and it's a bingqiu fic but also a fic about the master-disciple relationship between sy and sqq, and also about sy's relationship with his role as head disciple on the peak
- and it's so good at all of that! I love what it does, I love all the sides of sy you get to see and all the things he cares about and puts his energies into (... and what he doesn't), it's all so perfectly him
- and aughghhhhhh I have SO MANY FEELS
- I am very emotion. I highly recommend.
- 36k words in length
Toxic, by Prim_the_Amazing
- Ming Fan/OMC, where the OC is another disciple on Qing Jing Peak
- it's truly impressively horrible, the pov of this awful bully who manipulates Ming Fan into misery and encourages Ming Fan in all of his own worst bullying tendencies
- it's so well and believably done, and so compelling!
- mind the tags on this one, it means what it says. I enjoyed the fic a lot but it's not a kind fic!
- 13k words in length
Lost and Found in Limitless Clarity, by TGP
- bingqiu postcanon fic
- lbh is miserable because sqq has died again, permanently, and lbh blames himself
- this weird recluse Shang Yuan is a compelling mystery for lbh to investigate though......
- the fic is deliciously full of angst and misunderstandings and attempts to learn from the past
- 75k words in length
TORTALL
A Personal Challenge, by bobbiewickham
- fic for the Tortall books, in epistolary form
- Alanna was forbidden from challenging Wyldon to a duel because she was king's Champion, but obviously as soon as she's not anymore, she goes for it
- various people react
- it's perfect. it's delightful. it's everything.
- 2k words in length
WORD OF HONOR
A Little Bit Ghost Valley, by alpheratz_vids
- a Word of Honor vid focusing on Wen Kexing. I have never seen any of the show and do not know who any of these people are and it's still so fun!
- stylish and snappily edited and confident
- audio is solely the music
- subtitles available
- 2:04 in length
- thanks to lesbianwangyibo for the rec!
ORIGINAL POETRY/SHORT STORY/NOVELETTE
Merciful Even to Scorpions, by Kay Chronister
- in a village where people possessed by demons are turned into javelinas, cared for by a pig-boy for the rest of their lives, what happens when the new pig-boy has a little too much empathy for his charges?
- excellent use of fantasy alternate world to engage with questions of the failures of the justice system and the penal system, and the ways people become complicit with the system
- really well done pov character
- 5k words in length
Also, the Cat, by Rachel Swirsky
- an original story about ghosts and toxic family dynamics and feeling trapped
- the three sisters who are the main characters are all difficult people in their own way, and all fully-realized characters I truly believe in
- I loved that it's a story where the moral isn't "family should always stick together." family can be wonderful but it can also be awful, and sometimes you're better off apart
- 14k words in length
The Naming of Knots, by M.A. Carrick
- an original story that I believe to be set in the same world as Carrick's Rook & Rose trilogy, which I haven't read yet but which is on my tbr list
- having read this story and enjoyed it definitely increases my interest in that trilogy!
- this one's about a thief who gets talked into helping a legend steal information to get back at people who misuse their positions of power
- the importance of public infrastructure! the usefulness of recordkeeping! the will to carry out audacious crime!
- fun and interesting and I want to know more about this world
- 9k words in length
I'll Be Your Mirror, by Rebecca Schneider
- an original story about AI personhood, and about the bond between one AI who is different from the others, and their bond with a human who is different from other humans
- it's also about the difficulties of caregiving during a pandemic, and the toll it takes
- a beautiful, quiet, tender story about finding where you belong, no matter what others think
- and ultimately, in my read, about a neurodivergent robot and a queerplatonic relationship, which like. AS ALWAYS, TAKE ME TO THERE. I'm here for it.
- 6k words in length
Then Came the Ghost of My Dead Mother, Antikleia, by Nadia Radovich
- about grief and loss; losing a parent young, and losing access to that parent's culture and language; and about holding on to what things you can
- the story isn't specific about exactly what happened in the disaster when the main character was a young child but the hints are enough to be pretty dark
- beautiful, longing, sharp and bittersweet
- second person pov
-1k words in length
My Last Duke, by Jess Nevins
- narrative poetry from the pov of a dead woman to her terrible husband's new wife
- really fun and compelling to read on in a vacuum, but also it is clearly written in response to Browning's famous poem "My Last Duchess" and is from the pov of the dead woman that poem is about!
- also seems to be an alternate history narrative? again you don't need to know this to appreciate the poem but after reading it I had to look up the characters involved. POV character is Lucrezia de' Medici, her terrible husband is Alfonso II d'Este, but as far as I can tell the new wife is someone who in irl history died in infancy: Isabella, daughter of Charles III of Savoy.
- and now I really want to know more about the history of the time period and the ways that this would have affected things and why the author made these choices for the story of the poem!
- anyway. I like the poem. it's good.
- 1k words in length
YOUTUBE VIDEO ESSAY
Ranking Every 2023 Historical Drama on Costume Accuracy, by Bernadette Banner
- bernadette banner on youtube has been in the habit for a few years of putting out a video rating the historical accuracy of costumes from tv/movies of the previous year, and each year the video gets longer and includes more guest experts for other cultures she's not as intimately familiar with, and this year's video for 2023 was SO much fun!
- I loved hearing about all these different time periods in different parts of the world from people who know what they're talking about, and seeing how very wrong (or right!) various media gets the details
- no subtitles
- video is 2 hr 20 min long
ZINE
Fucking Trans Women, by Mira Bellwether
- I have never read a piece quite like this before and it's incredible
- the structure, the way she arranges the order in which she leads you through her thoughts!
- the many informative details, and the encouragement, and the desire for a conversation!
- and I love the way she talks about bodies, and celebrating the things about bodies that are soft and that require a delicate touch
- 80 pages long; word count hard to calculate
9 mdzs/cql recs
2 nirvana in fire recs
5 svsss recs
1 tortall rec
1 word of honor rec
6 poetry/short story/novelette recs
1 youtube video essay rec
1 zine rec
MDZS/CQL
MDZS/CQL
Rule the World, by remellow
- cql fanvid about wei wuxian as the yiling laozu, set to the Lorde song Everybody Wants to Rule the World
- incredible ominous vibes threaded through with the pain of everything that happens
- beautifully edited! I was hooked from the start
- 2:33 in length
- thanks to lookitmychicken for the rec!
Tucked inside the heart of every nice girl, by phnelt
- I've read this fic before but today I had call to reread it and it's still SO good
- t4t jzx/jyl!!!! always into this, in every permutation
- cql/mdzs modern au jin zixuan is a trans woman finding her gender euphoria in the midst of the work of being a woman under patriarchy, and jiang yanli, in watching her, realises just how much every aspect of being a woman has been a burden and not a joy for herself
- the relationship jyl has with gender here is so good and makes so much sense for the character!
- I love how careful jyl is to not ever stifle jzx's baby trans joy, even as jyl is struggling
- 4k words in length
Borne, by Cordial
- cql fic
- after wen qing's execution, she ends up sharing jiang cheng's body!
- they're both dealing with so MUCH at this point in the narrative, and they're so careful with each other now that they are tied together like this, and it's so gorgeous
- 3k words in length
All I Really Want, by trelkez
- a cql vid about Wei Wuxian & Wen Qing
- ahhhhhh I have SO MANY feels about them and this vid GETS them
- ouchy in the best way
- audio is solely the music
- no subtitles
- 4:41 in length
- thanks to lesbianwangyibo for the rec!
Reunion Dinner | 团圆饭, by vivisextion
- mdzs/cql, post-canon, jiang cheng realises jin ling has never tasted his mother's soup
- cue the epic quest to learn how to recreate it, and the things he learns along the way
- lovely fic about family and about food
- 4k words in length
- thanks to stultiloquentia for the rec!
The Other Mountain, by nirejseki
- omggg I tore through this fic SO fast and had SO much fun with it
- mdzs lan qiren/wen ruohan arranged marriage!
- I'm always here for fic that's like "okay this ship might sound ridiculous but WHAT IF --" and then comes up with genius ways to make it plausible
- there's fun character interactions and fascinating plot and it does interesting things exploring the situation between Qingheng-Jun and his wife, and I love how much lan qiren loves rules and has carefully considered what they mean wrt right behaviour
- I love this vision of lqr so much, and I love how FUNNY the interactions between lqr and wrh are, and how well these interpretations of the characters work with each other and play off each other in mutually beneficial ways!
- the fic started off a little slow but once I was into it I was INTO IT and read every word with relish
- completely delightful. do recommend.
- 287,000 words in length
Spilled Pearls, by nirejseki
- another mdzs lan qiren/wen ruohan canon divergence au! and also wen ruohan/nie dad at the same time
- this one follows lqr from when he's a young teen and it's very fun to see his changing perspectives on wrh over time
- I enjoyed it a great deal, and also it's fun to see what is and isn't the same between this fic and the others by the same author featuring these characters and ships
- and I just want MORE!
- 89k words in length
Tricks of the Trade, by nirejseki
- a reread, just as fun the second time as the first
- mdzs, jin guangyao/lan qiren!
- jgy coming up with schemes to get hugs from lqr and accidentally developing a relationship of mutual respect and care which changes the trajectory of jgy's life goals
- it's so delightful
- getting bits of lqr's perspectives on the whole course of events at the end, in the form of excerpts from his diary, is incredible for recontextualising what was happening from his pov
- 31k words in length
of all the gin joints in all the world, by bloodletter
- cql, jiang cheng/nie huaisang
- a post-canon fic, running into each other at an inn and Not Talking About Things
- a wonderful little interlude of finding space to have a bit of something fun
- because sometimes the opportunity to not talk about things, and not even think about things, is what you want the most!
- even though everything that happened IS still there. but you're with someone else who knows and understands and has seen you since before anything went bad.
- it's great
- 1k words in length
NIRVANA IN FIRE
NIRVANA IN FIRE
Never knew a part of you / you didn't set in ink, by BromeliadDreams
- Nirvana in Fire fic about Cai Quan/Shen Zhui!!!!!! god I love these nerds
- Reading fic about their comfortable relationship with each other as they argue and work and engage in endless bureaucracy just filled me with enormous fondness for them both
- they should be a thriving ship in the fandom and it's a tragedy there's not more fic about them, but this one is GREAT.
- 3k words in length
our hands our hearts are empty, by egelantier
- NiF canon divergence fic where Jingyan is called back to the capital to an arranged marriage with a young maiden named Mei Changsu
- I love seeing what is and what is not different in the plans and in how the two of them relate to each other, in this changed context!
- some great cameos from other characters too
- what a fun and satisfying read!
- 10k words in length
SVSSS
SVSSS
Ignorance Leads to Bliss, by Tainaron
- An svsss qijiu canon divergence fic, about things that might have happened while lbh was still a very young disciple to change the course of events
- I love how small the things are that cause these changes, and that it's a small unthinking kindness from yqy to his own disciples that in a winding way leads to his own happiness
- as the author says, these two are freak4freak and I love it
- the desperation both of them feel about each other while being unable to talk about any of it!
- 11k words in length
petal and vine, by aibari
- an SVSSS bingqiu fanfic wherein sqq wakes up in his plant body with amnesia and makes a home in the small village nearby, blessing its crops
- lbh eventually comes through looking for his shizun, and sqq helps him
- trying to find the right words to describe the tone or flavour of a piece of writing can be so hard but imo that's one of the things this fic does best! it's got this like....distanced, fairy-tale, dreamy vibe that really drives home how disconnected sqq is from his life and his emotions here and it's so great
- (happy ending, of course!)
- 5k words in length
raised by winter winds, by nyoomerr
- this is a fic that really understands the fundamental problem with original sqq, which is that the child abuse is real but so is the tragic backstory. he contains multitudes! one feels complex and conflicting things about him!
- ok so the fic is a canon divergence fic where shen yuan is transmigrated in early as a disciple of og!sqq, and it's a bingqiu fic but also a fic about the master-disciple relationship between sy and sqq, and also about sy's relationship with his role as head disciple on the peak
- and it's so good at all of that! I love what it does, I love all the sides of sy you get to see and all the things he cares about and puts his energies into (... and what he doesn't), it's all so perfectly him
- and aughghhhhhh I have SO MANY FEELS
- I am very emotion. I highly recommend.
- 36k words in length
Toxic, by Prim_the_Amazing
- Ming Fan/OMC, where the OC is another disciple on Qing Jing Peak
- it's truly impressively horrible, the pov of this awful bully who manipulates Ming Fan into misery and encourages Ming Fan in all of his own worst bullying tendencies
- it's so well and believably done, and so compelling!
- mind the tags on this one, it means what it says. I enjoyed the fic a lot but it's not a kind fic!
- 13k words in length
Lost and Found in Limitless Clarity, by TGP
- bingqiu postcanon fic
- lbh is miserable because sqq has died again, permanently, and lbh blames himself
- this weird recluse Shang Yuan is a compelling mystery for lbh to investigate though......
- the fic is deliciously full of angst and misunderstandings and attempts to learn from the past
- 75k words in length
TORTALL
TORTALL
A Personal Challenge, by bobbiewickham
- fic for the Tortall books, in epistolary form
- Alanna was forbidden from challenging Wyldon to a duel because she was king's Champion, but obviously as soon as she's not anymore, she goes for it
- various people react
- it's perfect. it's delightful. it's everything.
- 2k words in length
WORD OF HONOR
WORD OF HONOR
A Little Bit Ghost Valley, by alpheratz_vids
- a Word of Honor vid focusing on Wen Kexing. I have never seen any of the show and do not know who any of these people are and it's still so fun!
- stylish and snappily edited and confident
- audio is solely the music
- subtitles available
- 2:04 in length
- thanks to lesbianwangyibo for the rec!
ORIGINAL POETRY/SHORT STORY/NOVELETTE
ORIGINAL POETRY/SHORT STORY/NOVELETTE
Merciful Even to Scorpions, by Kay Chronister
- in a village where people possessed by demons are turned into javelinas, cared for by a pig-boy for the rest of their lives, what happens when the new pig-boy has a little too much empathy for his charges?
- excellent use of fantasy alternate world to engage with questions of the failures of the justice system and the penal system, and the ways people become complicit with the system
- really well done pov character
- 5k words in length
Also, the Cat, by Rachel Swirsky
- an original story about ghosts and toxic family dynamics and feeling trapped
- the three sisters who are the main characters are all difficult people in their own way, and all fully-realized characters I truly believe in
- I loved that it's a story where the moral isn't "family should always stick together." family can be wonderful but it can also be awful, and sometimes you're better off apart
- 14k words in length
The Naming of Knots, by M.A. Carrick
- an original story that I believe to be set in the same world as Carrick's Rook & Rose trilogy, which I haven't read yet but which is on my tbr list
- having read this story and enjoyed it definitely increases my interest in that trilogy!
- this one's about a thief who gets talked into helping a legend steal information to get back at people who misuse their positions of power
- the importance of public infrastructure! the usefulness of recordkeeping! the will to carry out audacious crime!
- fun and interesting and I want to know more about this world
- 9k words in length
I'll Be Your Mirror, by Rebecca Schneider
- an original story about AI personhood, and about the bond between one AI who is different from the others, and their bond with a human who is different from other humans
- it's also about the difficulties of caregiving during a pandemic, and the toll it takes
- a beautiful, quiet, tender story about finding where you belong, no matter what others think
- and ultimately, in my read, about a neurodivergent robot and a queerplatonic relationship, which like. AS ALWAYS, TAKE ME TO THERE. I'm here for it.
- 6k words in length
Then Came the Ghost of My Dead Mother, Antikleia, by Nadia Radovich
- about grief and loss; losing a parent young, and losing access to that parent's culture and language; and about holding on to what things you can
- the story isn't specific about exactly what happened in the disaster when the main character was a young child but the hints are enough to be pretty dark
- beautiful, longing, sharp and bittersweet
- second person pov
-1k words in length
My Last Duke, by Jess Nevins
- narrative poetry from the pov of a dead woman to her terrible husband's new wife
- really fun and compelling to read on in a vacuum, but also it is clearly written in response to Browning's famous poem "My Last Duchess" and is from the pov of the dead woman that poem is about!
- also seems to be an alternate history narrative? again you don't need to know this to appreciate the poem but after reading it I had to look up the characters involved. POV character is Lucrezia de' Medici, her terrible husband is Alfonso II d'Este, but as far as I can tell the new wife is someone who in irl history died in infancy: Isabella, daughter of Charles III of Savoy.
- and now I really want to know more about the history of the time period and the ways that this would have affected things and why the author made these choices for the story of the poem!
- anyway. I like the poem. it's good.
- 1k words in length
YOUTUBE VIDEO ESSAY
YOUTUBE VIDEO ESSAY
Ranking Every 2023 Historical Drama on Costume Accuracy, by Bernadette Banner
- bernadette banner on youtube has been in the habit for a few years of putting out a video rating the historical accuracy of costumes from tv/movies of the previous year, and each year the video gets longer and includes more guest experts for other cultures she's not as intimately familiar with, and this year's video for 2023 was SO much fun!
- I loved hearing about all these different time periods in different parts of the world from people who know what they're talking about, and seeing how very wrong (or right!) various media gets the details
- no subtitles
- video is 2 hr 20 min long
ZINE
ZINE
Fucking Trans Women, by Mira Bellwether
- I have never read a piece quite like this before and it's incredible
- the structure, the way she arranges the order in which she leads you through her thoughts!
- the many informative details, and the encouragement, and the desire for a conversation!
- and I love the way she talks about bodies, and celebrating the things about bodies that are soft and that require a delicate touch
- 80 pages long; word count hard to calculate
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